Holy cow, it's already June! It just started warming up on Wednesday. In the meanwhile I have spent $150 to go tanning at a salon instead of using the free sun...great timing, idiot.
My baby brother turned 21 last week. Let me tell you, what a goofy drunk this kid is! I absolutely love being the older sister & being able to share my silly life experiences with my younger brothers. Yet, it's those two brother who have my back no matter what. They are truly the loves of my life.
I stopped drinking alcoholic beverages completely and have resorted to continuing my crazy antics by pounding RockStars. I hope the ladies at work appreciate my humor because I'm giving them gold! It will be 2 weeks on the 14th since the last time I drank and I gotta say, it feels GREAT. I've never been one to be addicted to anything. Even when I would chain smoke, I could easily stop "cold turkey" and not think twice about it. So not drinking has been a breeze. It feels so good to NOT be hung over...I'm sure everyone at work was starting to wonder, "Who hired the zombie?" The coolest thing is knowing I can be however I want and be as silly as I want without being drunk...and then doing it.
I've been taking voice lessons since January and have joined a group that will be doing a musical production at the end of the year. I'm like a half pepperoni, half olive pizza...sizzling with excitement and slightly nervous, but I'll live. It hasn't taken me long to break down my wall of indecisiveness and apprehension that I have built over the years. It feels marvelous.
CONFIDENCE
Something everyone wants and needs. It's vital in our day to day life.
My confidence has been growing bigger and bigger the older I get. It's pretty cool actually. I've abandoned my fear of singing in front of people and now I sing like I'm on broadway in my car with people giving me the strangest looks. I dance like no one is watching throwing in as many George and Yortuk Festrunk moves as possible. I laugh as loud and as often as I can because it makes me happy and there's nothing you can do about it! Maybe it's confidence, or perhaps I just don't care what anyone else thinks...
Either way, it's pretty awesome.
Normally I'm really good at reading people. Even through a text message I can feel their energy and intuitively know how they're feeling.
Recently I've hit a roadblock. With one friend in particular...we'll call this person SR-71.
I can't read SR-71!
Like the aircraft with it's stealth design. This "Blackbird" has been resistant to my radar detection. This has forced me to undergo a strategic reconnaissance mission, in which I had to ask the question..."Hey, what are you thinking?"
WOW! Easy as pie. I wish everyone would just say what they are thinking so I don't have to figure it out. But everything that lead up to it sounded cool, right?
Moving on...
I LOVE MY JOB!
I finally got a full-time job at European Wax Center and for the first time in my life I don't dread going to work every day.
I love my co-workers. I love my clients. I love the wax and I love my paycheck.
In conclusion...
Life is truly an amazing, yet fragile thing that we take for granted. Which is why I am so thankful to be blessed with the opportunities to do the things I love and that make me happy.
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