Sometimes...

Sometimes I just don't understand...

The world

The people in this world

&

The feelings that go along with those people.

Do we all just walk around "asleep" ?

So unaware of our surroundings. So unaware of our behaviors & how it effects others.

Why do we put ourselves out there? For others to judge, bully, torment & ultimately break down & destroy our soul?

Is it better to build a wall around ourselves for protection against our attackers? Or should we embrace everything as a learning experience, even if that means we must suffer temporarily.

Is it truly better to have love & lost, than to have never loved at all?

People could love & live in peace with one another.

What it boils down to is, people have baggage. Instead of dealing with it in a healthy manner, they like to bring their baggage into my house & make a mess.

So when "problems" arise, people like to use the pain & hurt from the past & throw it into the mix of the present.

There is so much unnecessary pain & suffering we cause to one another because we are so wrapped up in our own bullshit.

Some people know what they are doing & others are so oblivious or "asleep" if you will. They hurt the ones who love them because it's the easiest thing to do.

It's just not fair. But who ever said life was fair?

All we can really do is have faith & know that things happen for a reason. Know the universe will provide. Ask & you shall receive.

I am thankful to be alive. I am thankful to experience life, no matter how wonderful or not so wonderful it may seem sometimes. I am thankful for the people who have come & gone in my life. Because without them I would not be who I am today.

I am thankful.

I am blessed.

I am loved.